2005-09-26
Ok now seriously if your going to be offended by sexual behaviour you should just not read this entry cause I�m not holding back.
I had no kids last week. It took me a few days to get use to it. Monday , Tuesday I felt a bit lost but by Wednesday I was ok. So much so I decided that I needed to get onto the case of the Born Again Virginity status. I needed it gone and I wanted to enjoy this time around. So I made a profile on a site recommended by someone, which really is just a big fuckfest. Nothing more nothing less!
Thursday morning my inbox on that site was overflowing. I mean really how can you decided from one person or another by reading a profile. I think I had the least amount of words you could for a profile. Mine read something like this�..�I�m a woman with all the bits in the right place� and �I would like someone who is kind, caring, respectful, a gentleman but a bad boy in the bedroom�. I put up a black and white pic of my boobs in a black bra.
I had emails with subject headings like �Pick me Pick me!� �your gorgeous�, �nice pic�, �I am really bad�, �bad boy extraordinaire�. I�ve had over 50 emails 75 freaking winks and 26 people wanting to be part of my network�.as if I even have a bloody network.
I decided I�d go to the chat room. I did just that. It was like a Christian being fed to the lions. I didn�t know whom I was talking to and I couldn�t keep up. I ended up chatting with this person on MSN from the chat room and decided he was as good as any.
We arranged to meet on Saturday and see how we felt. I can tell you he sent me a pic and he from that pic I thought was sexy. He�s 11 years younger than me and from that site well his cock looked a good size too�.Oh yeah I forgot to tell you his profile said he was a subtle dom. We discussed this and he said I was vanilla�.I felt like a babe in the woods. I had told him about my born again virginity status and he wanted to know more about that. What could I say? Hey I gave it up it was all just too hard! Bad choice of words for someone embarking on loosing it.
I drove to the Valley where we were meeting on Saturday and I was very nervous. I parked the car and as I was walking to �Fat Boy�s Caf� (another bad choice of wording) the phone rang. He asked if I was coming, I was 5 mins late, and I said yes just walking up there now. I dragged hard on the cig and made my way. He was standing out the front of the caf� and as I approached him he smiled and there just in front of me was a piece of glass and I stood on it and it crunched loudly under my foot. I stopped dead and said �fuck� and then looked up and smiled. He said "Wow what a wonderful entrance!"
He told me his name which I did NOT catch he kissed me on the right cheek the left cheek and took me inside. We sat down in a very quite spot he told me exactly what he does with regard to sex as though i am a freaking authority on it. I had said to him on MSN that i did not want to waste my time on bad sex. I was almost choking on my diet coke and getting hot and steamy just listening to him. He has the most amazing international accent. Yes he�s travelled and lived all over the world. It�s obvious he�s not your normal man. He�s a natural therapist specialising in Chinese Medicine. That�s all I could take in really, he was in my face and it was hard dealing with it all happening so quick. I still did not know his name. I was not putting up any resistance really. He touched me and started kissing me in the caf� and then said, �What should we do?�, I replied, �Well we can�t stay here� so we left and came back home.
I told him I was very nervous and said I really need a cigarette he said �That�s normal have one�, I went to get one out of my bag he pinned me up against the front door and started kissing me. I dropped my handbag and went with the flow�.
Ok this is a long story and I�m not sure your up for it�..I will continue tomorrow�.but I warn you it will be �..
all text is the � of Ms Do